torstai 29. marraskuuta 2018

.

live in fornever good-by
you will always be in my

see that? that's you.

don't worry
the bread will be delivered
in the mourning

right
on time

keskiviikko 28. marraskuuta 2018

loose screw

i think i lost it

...kind of

but now i got it

i know i asked for it

and i think i'm about to
loose it again

.

handle with care
(this side up)
not because it's easily broken
(it was made for use)
but because when
the parts are aligned
it makes
the most beautiful sound

tiistai 13. marraskuuta 2018

.

it's the future i'm afraid of
what if it turns out to be alright
that would be nice
that would be
more than nice
- that would be sweet

do you
ever dare to
wish upon a star?

be thou Croesus
even mighty empires do fall

.

take a bit of pain
real tangible pain ache
and multiply it by ten
and then by hundred
and keep multiplying it
until it's not pain anymore
but agony
i could hear it in his voice
'i've got some time to do,
some quality time to spend
with myself.
i've got to get rid of this shit...
care to invest?'
'sorry, no money'
'well, anyway then
all the best', he wished
before hanging up
so did i...
all the best

perjantai 9. marraskuuta 2018

.

do not fuck with her
they said to me
she's bit of a um
promiscuous woman
at least do not get
emotionally involved
instructed maggot the leech
so i applied the best technique
i know - dim-mak
and stabbed her straight
through the heart
as she did to me
cunning bitch
so there we were
as the chinese master
pung tang dong said:
there's no cure for
the death-strike

.

she brought over the toothbrush
should some bell now be ringing?
there's a ringing in my ears
but i doubt that's it
i told her there's an bottomless abyss
i live in
i think she missed that part
there's a lot of sunshine
these days
i wonder who's to blame
just a little fix of innocence
just a bit of oblivion
it's manageable
no sweat
for breakfast
man must break an egg
said russel edson
and to reach the wizard
you must break down the walls

the crack's where the light comes in
etc etc

you must touch the wound
to make sure it's there
and face the light
to make sure you see
and to squeeze the heart
to see if it still makes noise

so beat the fucker
whack the bastard
until there's no question

not mine tho

i'm good